Not busy while I am also not too free =)

27 September 2010 until 3rd Octorber 2010

What I have done for the past few days? Me myself also do not know what is happening..But well what come around what goes around! Happy go lucky! First day of the week I got nothing to do so I think of settling all the Photostat notes for my students and all the exam questions that I have prepared need to Photostat and seal it so I decided to walk out to the nearest Photostat shop. Another important thing that I have to do is pos out a small parcel to my dearest who is now at Manchester enjoying the life style that he choose.

Well, I also need to go bank to updates all my stuff so I walk out. First, I go to post office because I worry that the parcel that I need to send out will be very expensive so I decided to go and settle it first. Surprisingly, the parcel only cost me RM 2.50! So I got to save up my RM50 so happy then I walk to Photostat shop to settle all the Photostat notes and exam papers. Ok lastly I walk to the bank to settle my stuff. Suddenly, when I walk pass by the hair cut shop that dear use to do his hair cut there, my heart ask me to cut my hair short, so I went in and now I have my new hair cut! =P

Tuesday like normal I when to work and then come back from work I lazy to go out and buy food I online purchased a piece of pizza. Now if you purchase pizza online you got another free regular pizza so is quite worth then the other regular pizza mom say ask my brother to eat. So we everyone whole day eat pizza. This is my Tuesday!

Yeah, Wednesday is here! I wait for the day for so long. Because today Khey come over to my house and overnight! We girls have our pillow talk. This is what girls do usually and we chat until quite late. Today, we when for Hokkien Mee and Hai Nan Mee. We sit down eat and chat about 2hrs plus.

Thursday, my dear awake me to go for work. Normally Thursday I need to awake at 7am so he knows that if he awakes me I will not sleep back. But today bit difference because when I awake brush teeth and prepare to go work my stomach pain become more serious and it is also a raining day so I cannot work while my stomach so painful and I called the clerk and told her I am not coming taking MC.

Friday is today. I got nothing to do except teach tuition at evening 5pm until 10pm at night. 5 hours of tuition! Actually I do not like so long hours of tuition but I got no choice. If there is a good job waiting me I will drop my tuition at 5pm because I am not robot I need rest. Thinking of where to dinner tonight.

Tomorrow is Saturday, me and Nicole already plan to go 1 Utama shopping, movie and eat! I already bought ticket online for Legend of the Guardian. Hope is a nice adventure movie that is like Narnia. I like Narnia waiting the next episode out but till now not yet out also. This is my first time movie without my dear. Normally, I only go movie with him. Sad case right? But I think it would be fun because is just me and Nicole we can take our own sweet time to shop and eat! Dear, you owe me a lot! Wait you to compensate everything when you are back!

Sunday I do not know what my plan is. Currently, my Sunday is so lonely because my brother is going to his friend house overnight to settle his group assignment left me alone at home. So, I am thinking what I shall do to fill my Sunday.

Miss you a lot!

That’s all for this week! Chao~

亲爱的,我希望有个100 分的你!

一。每天睡觉之前一定要给我打一个电话，不管你有多晚， 因为我一直在等你，只是我嘴上说不管。

二。就算你再忙，你也不能一连好几天不给我短信或电话， 或者对我忽冷忽热。任何时候不要让我找不到你，因为这样我会一 直很不安心。

三。 就算我跟你无理取闹你也要原谅我，因为那是在测试你在乎我的程度。因为那是我缺乏安全感,你要了解你在那么远。

四。你要经常去我的个人主页，即使什么也不留下，但是我看到你来过的记录也会很开心。

五。你问我想不想你时，如果我说不想，你一定要很开心， 因为我的不想就是想。

六。对我对你已经说过一万遍的关心，不要不耐烦的说知道了知道了，要很感动的说谢谢，因为那真的都是我出自内心的关心。

七。当我关心你时，不要说出：“原来你也会关心我”这样的话 。这样会很伤我心，因为这对于我来说是一种很大的否定。

八。当你和我打电话时，你一定要我先挂你的电话，即使我说了一百遍要你先挂。

九。不要什么都让我主动。

十一。你就是要每天不厌其烦的陪我吃饭、送我上下班的那个人,因为我每天都在等着你。

十二。我就是早晨你醒来时第一个想到的那个人

十三。你就是能跟我打电话聊到半夜都舍不得挂的那个人

十四。你就是在我最艰难的时候陪伴在我身边的那个人

十五。你就是手机里总是存满我给你发的短信，直到信箱满了都舍不得删掉的那个人

十六。你就是无论我是不是漂亮都会夸赞我漂亮的那个人

十七。你就是在我任性、耍小脾气时，也会忍住脾气不会冲我发火的那个人

十八。你就是看到我流泪时，为我擦去泪水给我一个温暖拥抱的那个人

十九。我就算犯了错误，你也舍不得骂我的那个人

二十。你就是可以在车站等我很久也不会介意的那个人

二十一。你就是明明最不喜欢逛街，还能陪我一家一家的逛到我觉得满意为止的那个人

二十二。你就是有着宽厚的肩膀可以让我随时依靠的那个人

二十三。你就是吃饭时放慢速度等我的那个人

二十四。你就是总是让我走在马路内侧的那个人

二十五。你就是过马路时会紧紧拉住我的手的人

二十六。你就是深夜为我开着手机的那个人

当你读到这篇文章时，立刻会想到的那个人会是谁呢？是我的话，我就非常高兴咯！我的要求可不是说很高哦！真的希望你可以尽你的能力做到我所说的。。。没有100分都要有99分！想念你！爱你哦！

I MISS YOU!

I miss you when you are 5 seconds away from me.

I miss you when im doing my work.

It doesn't matter where i may be i miss you the most.

I miss you when there is something good happes, because your the first i want to run and tell.

I miss you when i laugh, because you make me even happier.

I miss you when you are far away.

I miss you every night and day.

I miss you now and forever, even we are not together now.

I MISS YOU!!

Sometimes when i am alone, i close my eye and think about you. The thought of your love warms me inside and make me smile.

If you want to know how much i miss you, look at the sky and count the stars, the one you count is how much you miss me and the one you count is how much i miss you!

I pray to the God that:

Dear Lord,

Please keep him safe in the other side of the earth,

Please let him know that I miss him and I love him.

Since the day.........

Perhaps, I did not update my blog quite long already. Now I start back blogging is because of you, if you want to know what I have done here then just view my blog it would be sufficient enough to let you know my condition. *BLEK*

If you cannot get me in skype, might be I am too tired or else you timing and my timing really a big issue. Since 12 September 2010, I am alone till now. Tomorrow I will be alone too because brother going dinner and movie with friends I will be at home with Ronnie and Bear.

I do not know how to express my feelings but without u definitely I feel like unsecure. Like something is missing I can’t describe how I just know that I am so lonely. Coming Monday I am going to Jusco with mom together to shop some groceries. My maggi mee sedap finish already. Today we went down to Kajang eat char kuey tiew then go back to grandpa place to visti him, but he is not in so we just went back to KL. We stop at Leisure Mall BR for some ice-cream only return home.

I still cannot get use to the days that without you. 5yrs is not a short period. Everyday you are by my side suddenly just gone like this. Need time to get use to it. Ok, will updates when I feel to do so! If you are reading my blog, I will update more frequently! =p