Dangerous atmosphere~

Do you all read newspaper this few days? Already up to six schools closed down and up to 50 people get the virus of H1N1. Now wherever you go, the air around you no more clean even me myself also worry about my body health but I hope that our dear Lord please stop the virus from spreading around. I do not want any of my beloved family and friends get the sickness and also it is safety for everyone. By the way, tuition center closed for 3days because of the seriousness of H1N1 we do not want our kids to spread the virus to every one of us because including the teacher also will worry when we saw our kids coughing and sneezing. Even my nose sensitive my mom also quite worries about me. Because of the closure of tuition center, we include Jean's and her husband Steven when for mamak on Monday then after finish our dinner we when and visit our beloved GalGal because we wanted to add more sand for her since nowadays keep raining lor. I miss her so much until I do not know how to describe I know everyone of us do miss her. When we reach home, I sat on the place where normally I wait her do her business with Jean's telling me GalGal favorite spot now will not be able seeing her there anymore my heart like being cut in more deeply. The feelings are so deep until I can feel the missing of her so much. However I think she will not be forgotten in our memories! Right?

Thursday~

Thursday~ A week after my beloved GalGal pass away...whenever is Thursday is my GalGal memories day! A memories that cannot be forgotten! Nitez! The sadness still inside my heart and the broken heart from the dead of my beloved cat still mass in pieces....like a jigsaw puzzle that wont get it done!

Recovering~

My mood starts to recover bit by bit. Yesterday shooting can be said a success. It successfully boosts up my mood a little bit more. And also Jean told me that I should put my picture beside GalGal's photo. Another thing is I saw Hazel yesterday night. She came to my house and I baby sit her bout 30min not really long for the time spent but I saw mirror image. When I looking at her while she is playing with SunBear, Her temper and action 100% like her mom. My SunBear look like his daddy more but the nose and ear also look like his mummy. After Jean come back from dinner, we all sat down at the dining hall there start seeing them both playing and start chatting about GalGal again. She is such a wonderful cat that can’t be forgotten by everyone. My mom told me that if she ever see any cat that look alike as GalGal she will definately but it back and keep at home no matter how expensive it is. If is me, I also will do the same things because I really miss her. Althought my mood already stable down but whenever I saw her photo my heart still will feel the pain. However, now I need to focus and care for SunBear until he become adult so GalGal can rest in peace. I put my whole heart at SunBear now. GalGal I will love you forever and I will help you take care of SunBear let him grow up in a happy family. You rest in peace ba! Muaks!

Here are some picture of the day.

SunBear paw that look like his mummy.

This is how my SunBear sleep. Notice the necklace? Is from his Jean JieJie.

Blur...wanna sleep soon...After jumping here and there he is tired!

Playing with my booster on my bed.

SEE how high can my SunBear jump! Almost touching the celling! GOSH!

When for shooting

Oh today is a tiring day! I try to put everything behind and take 'construct' bit my mood to ensure that I will get nice photo. This is because I paid for it I do not hope that the photo is ugly. I awake quite early today bout 8.30am, because I heard SunBear crying. He do business but terpijak so my mom catch him go wash legs and he cry so loudly. Haha my naughty bear! Then I prepare myself and when out at 9.15am. After reaching Bangsa, my boyfriend and I when to McD for breakfast. When to the bridal shop after breakfast.

When I reached there it already 10.30am and the fellow who make up for me asked me go in for makeup. Then the 1st shoot start around 11am like that. Because I am having three casual wear, one gaun and one night gaun so it takes long time. The shooting end at 5.30pm.

The following is the progress let the pictures do their job.

When I reached with my pink shirt and jeans.

After makeup for the first custom. Which is T-shirt and mini skirt.

Doing my hair for 2nd custom which is a dress that green in color again.

Nice? With all the makeup done!

My third custom. Was a pink dress which look cute.

This is the gaun that I choose. Nice?

Done with all makeup...I like this gaun and the makeup very much!

This is the last custom. Look very young right? Like a little girl that just at the age of 14. ^^

However it was a nice day!

moodless~

I am still quite moody~ whenever I think of GalGal my tears will flow down automatically. My mom also the same as we both are very close to her. I still trying my best to just let her go but the fact is things happened and you can’t control your mind for not thinking about her. Memories are still there her image is still there I just try my best not to cry even if I am thinking of her but it takes time to recover. If she died of old age or sickness I still can accept but this is not as what we hope. An accident happened and grab her life away, I can’t accept but there is no choice. She will not return anymore. It is fact. The love that we share the time that we spend together is hard to delete from my mind. Therefore I decide to take GalGal photo to the photo shop near my house and print our. I am just back home after 1hour of printing.

I feel a bit better than last two days. Now her photo is the only things that we have. She also left her only son for us that is my SunBear. Another daughter is just very near because she was adopt by my neighbour Jean. Named Hazel. Still got both of them feel better. My mom and I hoping for miracle to happened. If one day I awake I opened the door I saw a cat look alike like GalGal I surely will cry again. This is what we are waiting for. People said when God take something away from you sure he will give you back something. I hope this is true.

Tomorrow is Sunday. It is the day which I plan to go for shooting. Now I do not have the mood but I already paid for the price so I got no choice but to get ready and go for the shooting. Life still goes on. This is how my friends comfort me. So I hope that tomorrow shooting will bring me some joy and happiness.

GalGal you are my beloved cat forever. My good Gal!

YOU ARE MY GOOD GAL!

Obituary

Name: GalGal
She was ramming over by a car and immediately passes away. She left behind 24 kittens in total. The elder should be 1yr old. The youngest are 1month plus. She gives birth to four batches of babies in my hand. 1st batch consists of 6 kittens, 2nd batch consists of 7 kittens, 3rd batch consists of 9 kittens and the very last batch consists of 6 kittens. Two of the kittens pass away after 3days she give birth and another kitten pass away because ram over by a car also. Her story and life finally end on 11th June 2009.
Date: 11th June 2009 on 12midnight
Place: Bury at the garden behind Puteri Court Condo.
Feed by Amelinda for about 1yr 3months (since March 2008 until 11th June 2009).

My heart still feel the sorrow that she left me forever. I could not accept the fact. I walk to the balcony there, I keep on look at the place where she was buried by us. (Me, brother, mom, Jean and Steven). My tears flow down automatically whenever my mind thinking bout her. All turns to memories just in a night.

I remember how she asked for fish. I remember how she manja me. I remember how she make noise. I remember how she ran and hide when start forging. I remember how she bite me. I remember everyday she welcome me home at the door side there. I remember the day she give birth. I remember how she asked for company. I remember how I need to pujuk her to finish her food. I also remember how she merajuk. I remember the time I spend to accompany her to do her business and I also remember how much worries I put onto her every time she when out, even when I am at uni I will call back home to make sure she is at home. I miss her so much!

GalGal, you forever is my good Gal! I love and miss you!

R.I.P GalGal~

My GalGal~ R.I.P

The only picture that I found in my computer that I took with her together.

When she is pregnant~The very last batch of her kittens, now just 1month plus

When she is pregnant

Forever gone~my cat named GalGal died because a car bang on her. I do not know which car, what time it happened and how it happened. When bout 10.30pm like that, I bring her down. As usual she like to go out ronda-ronda until midnight only she will come home. So after I saw her 'husband' I let her go out with him and I went back home. Before I went up I stil tell her that you must be careful, you must see before you cross the road. But she ended up being bang by someone at the side of the road.

It all happened when I wanna go in my kitchen to keep her breakfast for tomorrow into the fridge. My malay neighbour came to my house and tell me outside my corridor that "Do you let your cat out?" Then I reply "yes". After a few second she told me that "Your cat GalGal like bang down by a car beside the road side over the other block." So I stand there for a few minutes I do not know what to do and my heart is so shock when I heard the news. I took my slipper and ran down faster to the place that the lady mention. I saw my GalGal laying on the road side motionless. My tears come out uncontrolable. My mom also cry out after I cry out. Her whole body is blood and the place that she lay all is blood. I quickly take a box from the rubbish bin there and put her in and take her home.

As soon as I reach home, my brother came out from the house and asked me what happened. That time I cant stop crying and I told him GalGal already died. He walked out and look at her and my tears keep flowing out non stop then I quickly grab my phone and make call to Jean. We all meet GalGal for the very last time and my mom cover her with towel and put her in a box and we took her body to the garden opposite my house and 'tanam' her there.

We put her necklace with her together and we pray for her. I hope she rest in peace and having a good life in heaven now. All thought the time that we spend together is less, but the feeling between me and her is so deep. She like to stick with me all the time as I bring her go down do her business and wait her to deliver her babies, feed her and also play with her. She very manja and she like me kiss her forehead. When I was walking toward the place, my hearts hope that she still alive and have minor injuries at leg or somewhere else I hope that she is not dead but there is no hope when I saw her laying motionless on the floor. All of her life that staying with me for about 1year plus now turn to memories a memory that I will never forget forever. A piece of memories that I will kept with me along my life. I will remember the dated which is 11th of June 2009 GalGal finally left me and go back to God. She left me in a very painful way. I got no mood now totally no mood. Now is 3am in the morning. Tomorrow I am having class at 10am but I really cant sleep. Forever I wont meet her again when I am back from uni and forever I got no chance to kiss her anymore. I am not going to heard her MEOW~ loudly anymore when everytime she reach home she called us to open the door. This time she really wont come home anymore. My GalGal left me forever~ Her face stil very fresh in my mind I wont forget how she asked for food from me and how she manja with me.

A very long post~ ^^

This will be a very long post. Because I already a few days did not update my blog and add on Saturday and Sunday all I wrote together in this post ba! Saturday was my grandpa birthday. This year we celebrated his birthday for him at Fortune restaurant which cost us RM 558.80. We get a Set meal which consists of roasted pork that is so crispy and all finished within 5minit. Other dishes also finish quiet fast as we have 14aldults and 8children. For children there is another table for them. We reach the restaurant bout 7.15pm, because my bf, my bro and I went to fetch my grandpa then when going back my dad will send my grandpa home. So wasted that I do not have enough time to take down all the photo of the dishes. I am so busy walking around here and there to get the waiter to serve next dish and other stuff cause yesterday dinner we are the host. My dad sat with all the kids and take care of them. So I have to deal with the waiter and the dishes and my brother deal with the cake and the desserts. Haha...my boyfriend just sat there and enjoy his food! Lucky yesterday food all very nice and all get to finish. But I dislike the dessert with is the green beans 'Tong shui'. I heard from my mom and my aunty that inside the 'tong shui' got black pepper so we complain to the manager but they do not believe us but nevermind la just dessert. From my side of view, I feel that my grandpa is so happy and he insists that my brother need to sit beside him because he sayang my brother the most and my brother is the elder of all the grandchildren. Some more last time when we are small he is the one who take care us. When we start when to primary school only we came back to KL. Actually I love my grandpa but situation is not allow for us to stay with him. *sobsob*

Below are some pictures of the dinner:

Above that photo took before dinner. All grandchildren are here except two others. Below that photo is just me, my brother and my boyfriend (Standing). Sitting in the middle with blue shirt is my grandpa.

Above: Is me...on the way going to Kajang. In my boyfriend's car
Below: Family photo. All are here!

This is a wonderful birthday cake that my mom sponsor. It cost RM 110. 2kg!

Today is Sunday. I wake up early in the morning because I need to go teach tuition at 11am. Today my boyfriend fetch me to my student house normally I need to drive myself...haha...I came home around 5pm. My mom tell me that my cat named GalGal 'lari diri' bout 2hours ago. So I come in and put my stuff and I went down to the car park there and I found her under the staircase there. She is very naughty as her babies all given away already. But I kept one for her because my mom want it and the other I gave to my neighbour that just stay not even 100m far from me.hehe...another corner then is Jean's house! Is so near but i dont dare to visit Hazel because I scare GalGal will know and go there disturb! Then that time I sure pengsan.

After all those chasing, she finally go home with me. Then I found out that my mom cook something and it is my favourite food! We call it sweet sour spicy soup i think so la. In hokkien we called 'wong tai choi'. My mom cook alot so we decide call our neighbour come and eat also cause I know Jean will like it very much! She is teow chew we is hokkien so food is nearly the same. After finish food, GalGal making noise wanna go out play again. That time was bout 8pm. So me and Jean following her went down and wait for her play chasing with her so call 'husband'. She let us wait bout 1hour. She and the male cat play chasing we play snapping. Haha! Jean try her best to snap the best photo of her and the male cat.

Some pictures:

My GalGal (white) with the male cat. (taken by Jean)


My SunBear sleeping inside the tissue box!


GalGal 'husband'. The nice male cat that Jean love so much!
(Taken by Jean)


My naughty gal that tengah buat 'cake'. (taken by Jean also)



That's all!


littlemonster88
nitez!

Late night post~

Now is 12.40am in the midnight can be consoder as Thursday already so I think should be good morning to everyone...haha...I am still very fresh ^^ but feeling tired a bit...I just finish mt bath because my neighbour come over and see her little kitten that still with me. That naughty girl named Hazel will be going home this Saturday. Sure my SunBear and GalGal will miss her so much. I like my neighbour she is so cute and pretty. ^^ And her age is just nice not really a big gap for me and most important is we do not have communication problem. Thanks God! She is a very nice lady and also very cute. She like to smile and I like to see her even my mom also will miss her. Jean love my GalGal so much! I wonder she will kidnap my GalGal not. Hehe...



Here are some photo of the kittens:

My brother put them inside the rubbish bin that is clean.

Above is the mother cat feeding the kittens milk and the below is she alone.

Both of the photo above is Jean's kitten named Hazel. She is very active and naughty.

This is my cute SunBear. He is very active and naughty like his sister as well.

Well, today is my second day for the new semester. Wanna share something here with all of you. I feel very suprise that my Food Chemistry lecturer is from Myammar but her teaching is so nice until I wont fall asleep althought her english got some kind of weird weird stuff at least I understand better than last semester Transition lecture class. I like her because she give very detail explanation on every single stuff and her notes are so easy to understand, the word size is just nice not too big and not too small.

But we dont have any text book for sale this semester. Need to 'rebut' from library. 58 of us need to 'rebut' 3 text book that the 'lauya' library got. Haih!

Nothing much happen this two days, just cant go to bed cause my brown dog still at the laundry not yet come home. My naughty boyfriend said dont want fetch me go collect ler..tomorrow ask him again...keke...

Okler nitez everyone!

Have a nice day ahead!

~littlemonster88~

Sleepless Monday~

Yesterday night I cant go into my dream world for the whole night. I do not know what happen and why. Maybe is because I do not have that brown dog beside me which I used to hug and used it as my pillow every night. Now it have been send to laundry for cleaning on last Thurday because it is very dirty.The brown dog will only be back on this Friday. *SobSob* Around bout 3am, my naughty cat calling outside the door asking me to open the door for her to go out because her male cat is waiting her outside my door. So I wake up and open the door let her go out and she ran very fast until I chase her back to my house. when I am back to my bed it already bout 4am. I am on my bed bout 1hour but my eye do not even feel sleepy and I am still fresh! Oh! I am thinking how am I going to sleep and rest as I will be very tired because I need to teach tuition until 10pm at night!

Althought I am hugging my booster but I do not feel sleepy. Therefore I decided to disturb my dog that sleep soundly beside me by snapping his picture...hahaha!My dog normally will not let me take his photo but this time he is sleeping so I just snap it without flash light that can make him awake but lastly he also awake by me >.<

See he is sleeping soundly on its blanket

How cute is my doggie! Muakz!

Was awake by me =p