很大的变化....

我真的好久好久没有上来我遗忘多个月的blog了....看回以前的回忆有点伤感的感觉.....我发现的东西全是不应该让我知道的....这年来,变化真的很大!迟些我得空了再慢慢的写下来吧!今年什么感觉都有...哭过,笑过,伤心过,高兴过,感动过....等等!现在的我还是很忙....很不喜欢现在的一些东西....现在正在emo呢!

A Song......=)

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
And you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you

You ought to know by now how much I love you
You'll only change my whole life through
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead a way for us
Like a guiding starI'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help

I Am Back!

I left my blog quite a long time. Do I? Because of some personal reason I left it without any update. Now everything is fine and I learn how to accept the facts that he is really in United Kingdom and he really can’t accompany me for my daily activities anymore so there goes I need to find my friends to pass my time. As I fill my time with activities, I will have less time to think of all those sad moment in KLIA. Now I am really fine. That’s why I am back!

Between this coming December fill with Christmas, our anniversary and also 2011 new year eve. Till now there is still no event yet for me, I hope that my Christmas will not be lonely. It goes to New Year eve as well. Our anniversary I really got no idea how to celebrate it because my dear is don’t know how many nautical mile far from me! Haha~ You can try google map then let me know….

Today is a boring day because is public holiday! I got no place to go just stay at home. My leg hurts as well. *sob*

Wonderful Saturday!

Today awake about 11am. After awake I on my computer then go prepared to go out movie, shopping and eat with Nicole at 1 Utama. I on my computer is because want to use skype to sms my dear. After sms dear then I went out because our time to meet each other is 1pm. Don’t know why today traffic super terrible go also jam come back home also jam make me reach home about 10.30pm.

Above is Sushi Zanmai receipt and below is Marks & Spencer receipt. Wait to claim from my dear. (in pound) ^^

When I reach 1 Utama is already 1.15pm then I search for parking around 15 minutes. Just so lucky I got my parking in front of the cinema entrance. Then I meet Nicole at MPH. We went to Sushi Zanmai for lunch. I ordered Chawamushi, Unagi Taufu and Chicken Gaoza. After lunch we went shopping for a while because our movie starts at 4.20pm. I went to Marks & Spencer buys some chocolates and biscuits before going to movie.

Lonely movie ticket. Not two is one now till after three years.

Before movie start around 4pm we collect the movie ticket. Before this we went down to search for Honeymoon restaurant that sell all the sweet stuff like ice mango and others but the shop undergo renovation so Nicole choco banana gone. Actually the shop relocated at the cinema floor just a small corner, when Nicole saw it we decided to eat it before the movie start. So she got her choco banana.

We watch Legend of the Guardian. It was so nice! The only things that I am so moody when enter the cinema is this time I am watching movie without you. Sad things! But I saw inside the movie the owl is so handsome! Haha! After movie we head to Desa Park City because of the bear. I cannot get the treats that bear want at 1 Utama Pet’s More the worker said Desa Park City should have. Nicole told me it is near then she decides to have dinner there. A very special steamboat shop that the steamboat portion is according to per person even the soup. Is so nice! So when we reached there we went to the pet shop but the worker said the brand cat treat out of stock! I am like what the hell. They start helping me to call around other branch to ask for the treats. Finally, they get to know that Carefour Kepong branch still left two packets ask me whether want to reserve it, so Nicole said it is near we can go there then after dinner we go to Carefour to collect bear treats. Oh ya, when heading to Desa Park City, I go into wrong road then we jam at the U-turn junction for about 20 minutes. =.=

Nice chili sauce that you wont get at Manchester.

My dinner. Stemboat!

After collecting the treats, Nicole bring me to Batu Cave roundabout then I drive home myself she when home also. This the time when MRR2 start jam and I was stuck in MRR2 for bout 1hr plus. When reach home, I go to bath and settle my stuff then I know somebody is worrying so I faster on my skype and he is waiting me. =) Sweet~

This is my Saturday. I love it! Nice shopping and movie with Nicole. Thanks!

Emotion~

This is the first blog updated with emotional stuff on my blogspot. If you do not wish to read please ignore. Thanks!

I am really very unhappy today as you should know why. I am waiting for the call from morning until now. I will not give in you shall give in. All the while is I am the only one who giving in and you just take from me is very unfair so this time should be on your turn.
Whatever you dislike it do not means I like so please you do think before you do. Whatever that you can do I also can do in return to you to feel my feelings when you do it to me. Is already enough to tolerate you because I already tolerate you more than I do. You could not control your temper and your character turn worst what can I do? Nothing! Only you yourself can change yourself not me. If you do not wish to change then no need change. Do not regret! Future is yours not mine! I am always the bad one.

I know friend is always more important to you as I am just not that important. If you still continue this type of thinking one day you will be betrays by your friends. My advice you do not want to hear then is ok anything happen bears yourself. A friend is not your everything, friends will only be there when you are happy, and when you are sad there will be no friends! This is a material world do not be so stupid do not think that you are very smart. You should sit down quietly and alone to think of what do you want actually. Future is in your hand not your friend’s hand! WAKE UP!

Just now, I saw an article. Talking about sunset. I like sunset, I hope I can see sunset together with the one who truly love me. Sunset is very beautiful; I do not wish to spoil it by watching it with a person that does not give in his 100% to me. I want a man that can put me first in everything. A lady that got a man that can put her first in everything is the happiest lady in the world. I mean it! I am too upset today, so please be more understanding. If you feel that I am writing on you, you should know what my purpose is. So use your brain and think. Hope you awake from your dream and stop dreaming! This is the fact!

My cat is 6months old....

Hi there…recently I am very busy with all the works that I need to be done before this coming xmas because I wish to have a nice xmas. I am very worry bout my research stuff that do not know what to do. Procedures upside down and the chemicals also all do not know put where. One word to describe ‘WORSE’ therefore now I try my best only if I really cant get anything I hope my Prof. can give me an easier title. Hopefully….

Between, my SunBear growth to become a bigger cat already. He is very good with Ronnie. A cat and a dog finally can stay in my house in a condition that they won’t fight. Feel so happy because of this two wonderful pets my pressure and stress with gone when I reach home saw them. They sleeping with me inside my room every night. Below are some pictures:

Till here...

Will update if I am free...

Recovering~

My mood starts to recover bit by bit. Yesterday shooting can be said a success. It successfully boosts up my mood a little bit more. And also Jean told me that I should put my picture beside GalGal's photo. Another thing is I saw Hazel yesterday night. She came to my house and I baby sit her bout 30min not really long for the time spent but I saw mirror image. When I looking at her while she is playing with SunBear, Her temper and action 100% like her mom. My SunBear look like his daddy more but the nose and ear also look like his mummy. After Jean come back from dinner, we all sat down at the dining hall there start seeing them both playing and start chatting about GalGal again. She is such a wonderful cat that can’t be forgotten by everyone. My mom told me that if she ever see any cat that look alike as GalGal she will definately but it back and keep at home no matter how expensive it is. If is me, I also will do the same things because I really miss her. Althought my mood already stable down but whenever I saw her photo my heart still will feel the pain. However, now I need to focus and care for SunBear until he become adult so GalGal can rest in peace. I put my whole heart at SunBear now. GalGal I will love you forever and I will help you take care of SunBear let him grow up in a happy family. You rest in peace ba! Muaks!

Here are some picture of the day.

SunBear paw that look like his mummy.

This is how my SunBear sleep. Notice the necklace? Is from his Jean JieJie.

Blur...wanna sleep soon...After jumping here and there he is tired!

Playing with my booster on my bed.

SEE how high can my SunBear jump! Almost touching the celling! GOSH!

When for shooting

Oh today is a tiring day! I try to put everything behind and take 'construct' bit my mood to ensure that I will get nice photo. This is because I paid for it I do not hope that the photo is ugly. I awake quite early today bout 8.30am, because I heard SunBear crying. He do business but terpijak so my mom catch him go wash legs and he cry so loudly. Haha my naughty bear! Then I prepare myself and when out at 9.15am. After reaching Bangsa, my boyfriend and I when to McD for breakfast. When to the bridal shop after breakfast.

When I reached there it already 10.30am and the fellow who make up for me asked me go in for makeup. Then the 1st shoot start around 11am like that. Because I am having three casual wear, one gaun and one night gaun so it takes long time. The shooting end at 5.30pm.

The following is the progress let the pictures do their job.

When I reached with my pink shirt and jeans.

After makeup for the first custom. Which is T-shirt and mini skirt.

Doing my hair for 2nd custom which is a dress that green in color again.

Nice? With all the makeup done!

My third custom. Was a pink dress which look cute.

This is the gaun that I choose. Nice?

Done with all makeup...I like this gaun and the makeup very much!

This is the last custom. Look very young right? Like a little girl that just at the age of 14. ^^

However it was a nice day!

Late night post~

Now is 12.40am in the midnight can be consoder as Thursday already so I think should be good morning to everyone...haha...I am still very fresh ^^ but feeling tired a bit...I just finish mt bath because my neighbour come over and see her little kitten that still with me. That naughty girl named Hazel will be going home this Saturday. Sure my SunBear and GalGal will miss her so much. I like my neighbour she is so cute and pretty. ^^ And her age is just nice not really a big gap for me and most important is we do not have communication problem. Thanks God! She is a very nice lady and also very cute. She like to smile and I like to see her even my mom also will miss her. Jean love my GalGal so much! I wonder she will kidnap my GalGal not. Hehe...



Here are some photo of the kittens:

My brother put them inside the rubbish bin that is clean.

Above is the mother cat feeding the kittens milk and the below is she alone.

Both of the photo above is Jean's kitten named Hazel. She is very active and naughty.

This is my cute SunBear. He is very active and naughty like his sister as well.

Well, today is my second day for the new semester. Wanna share something here with all of you. I feel very suprise that my Food Chemistry lecturer is from Myammar but her teaching is so nice until I wont fall asleep althought her english got some kind of weird weird stuff at least I understand better than last semester Transition lecture class. I like her because she give very detail explanation on every single stuff and her notes are so easy to understand, the word size is just nice not too big and not too small.

But we dont have any text book for sale this semester. Need to 'rebut' from library. 58 of us need to 'rebut' 3 text book that the 'lauya' library got. Haih!

Nothing much happen this two days, just cant go to bed cause my brown dog still at the laundry not yet come home. My naughty boyfriend said dont want fetch me go collect ler..tomorrow ask him again...keke...

Okler nitez everyone!

Have a nice day ahead!

~littlemonster88~