moodless~

I am still quite moody~ whenever I think of GalGal my tears will flow down automatically. My mom also the same as we both are very close to her. I still trying my best to just let her go but the fact is things happened and you can’t control your mind for not thinking about her. Memories are still there her image is still there I just try my best not to cry even if I am thinking of her but it takes time to recover. If she died of old age or sickness I still can accept but this is not as what we hope. An accident happened and grab her life away, I can’t accept but there is no choice. She will not return anymore. It is fact. The love that we share the time that we spend together is hard to delete from my mind. Therefore I decide to take GalGal photo to the photo shop near my house and print our. I am just back home after 1hour of printing.

I feel a bit better than last two days. Now her photo is the only things that we have. She also left her only son for us that is my SunBear. Another daughter is just very near because she was adopt by my neighbour Jean. Named Hazel. Still got both of them feel better. My mom and I hoping for miracle to happened. If one day I awake I opened the door I saw a cat look alike like GalGal I surely will cry again. This is what we are waiting for. People said when God take something away from you sure he will give you back something. I hope this is true.

Tomorrow is Sunday. It is the day which I plan to go for shooting. Now I do not have the mood but I already paid for the price so I got no choice but to get ready and go for the shooting. Life still goes on. This is how my friends comfort me. So I hope that tomorrow shooting will bring me some joy and happiness.

GalGal you are my beloved cat forever. My good Gal!

YOU ARE MY GOOD GAL!

Obituary

Name: GalGal
She was ramming over by a car and immediately passes away. She left behind 24 kittens in total. The elder should be 1yr old. The youngest are 1month plus. She gives birth to four batches of babies in my hand. 1st batch consists of 6 kittens, 2nd batch consists of 7 kittens, 3rd batch consists of 9 kittens and the very last batch consists of 6 kittens. Two of the kittens pass away after 3days she give birth and another kitten pass away because ram over by a car also. Her story and life finally end on 11th June 2009.
Date: 11th June 2009 on 12midnight
Place: Bury at the garden behind Puteri Court Condo.
Feed by Amelinda for about 1yr 3months (since March 2008 until 11th June 2009).

My heart still feel the sorrow that she left me forever. I could not accept the fact. I walk to the balcony there, I keep on look at the place where she was buried by us. (Me, brother, mom, Jean and Steven). My tears flow down automatically whenever my mind thinking bout her. All turns to memories just in a night.

I remember how she asked for fish. I remember how she manja me. I remember how she make noise. I remember how she ran and hide when start forging. I remember how she bite me. I remember everyday she welcome me home at the door side there. I remember the day she give birth. I remember how she asked for company. I remember how I need to pujuk her to finish her food. I also remember how she merajuk. I remember the time I spend to accompany her to do her business and I also remember how much worries I put onto her every time she when out, even when I am at uni I will call back home to make sure she is at home. I miss her so much!

GalGal, you forever is my good Gal! I love and miss you!

R.I.P GalGal~

My GalGal~ R.I.P

The only picture that I found in my computer that I took with her together.

When she is pregnant~The very last batch of her kittens, now just 1month plus

When she is pregnant

Forever gone~my cat named GalGal died because a car bang on her. I do not know which car, what time it happened and how it happened. When bout 10.30pm like that, I bring her down. As usual she like to go out ronda-ronda until midnight only she will come home. So after I saw her 'husband' I let her go out with him and I went back home. Before I went up I stil tell her that you must be careful, you must see before you cross the road. But she ended up being bang by someone at the side of the road.

It all happened when I wanna go in my kitchen to keep her breakfast for tomorrow into the fridge. My malay neighbour came to my house and tell me outside my corridor that "Do you let your cat out?" Then I reply "yes". After a few second she told me that "Your cat GalGal like bang down by a car beside the road side over the other block." So I stand there for a few minutes I do not know what to do and my heart is so shock when I heard the news. I took my slipper and ran down faster to the place that the lady mention. I saw my GalGal laying on the road side motionless. My tears come out uncontrolable. My mom also cry out after I cry out. Her whole body is blood and the place that she lay all is blood. I quickly take a box from the rubbish bin there and put her in and take her home.

As soon as I reach home, my brother came out from the house and asked me what happened. That time I cant stop crying and I told him GalGal already died. He walked out and look at her and my tears keep flowing out non stop then I quickly grab my phone and make call to Jean. We all meet GalGal for the very last time and my mom cover her with towel and put her in a box and we took her body to the garden opposite my house and 'tanam' her there.

We put her necklace with her together and we pray for her. I hope she rest in peace and having a good life in heaven now. All thought the time that we spend together is less, but the feeling between me and her is so deep. She like to stick with me all the time as I bring her go down do her business and wait her to deliver her babies, feed her and also play with her. She very manja and she like me kiss her forehead. When I was walking toward the place, my hearts hope that she still alive and have minor injuries at leg or somewhere else I hope that she is not dead but there is no hope when I saw her laying motionless on the floor. All of her life that staying with me for about 1year plus now turn to memories a memory that I will never forget forever. A piece of memories that I will kept with me along my life. I will remember the dated which is 11th of June 2009 GalGal finally left me and go back to God. She left me in a very painful way. I got no mood now totally no mood. Now is 3am in the morning. Tomorrow I am having class at 10am but I really cant sleep. Forever I wont meet her again when I am back from uni and forever I got no chance to kiss her anymore. I am not going to heard her MEOW~ loudly anymore when everytime she reach home she called us to open the door. This time she really wont come home anymore. My GalGal left me forever~ Her face stil very fresh in my mind I wont forget how she asked for food from me and how she manja with me.